How can I feel exhausted after sleeping nearly two days? Time doesn’t make sense. I forget conversations. I’m tired. I’m lost.
I go from being ready to change lives to not being sure if I’m alive. I tell everyone I’m sick, which is not a lie. I am sick. My body hurts. My head hurts. I can’t focus.
I love bipolar. It gives me moments of feeling I can change the world, making plans to do so, wanting everyone to understand that it only takes ONE person to start a movement. Oh… and I love sooo hard and with my whole heart.
I hate bipolar. Within hours, it’s a battle to leave my bedroom. I push myself to take a shower. Even breathing is a task. #/*$ bipolar. Can’t I just be normal?!
I wish i could get people to understand but how can I explain to others what I cant wrap my own head around.