I am finding it incredibly difficult to get out of bed. I’m beating myself up and battling this morning. I’m angry. Why won’t this go away? I swear it hurts to move. I’m exhausted. I am so sick amd tired of this. There is no reason. I feel worthless. Typing each word is like climbing. It’s hard. Everything feels really tiring. I just want to stay in this blanket forever. It has taken me all day to write this. All day. I’m done writing now.