Lost at Sea

Sleep is such a distant and foreign land when I find myself lost at Sea.  My past visits me. She’s here to remind me that I am an expert at falling apart.  With album in hand, she shows me the same picture, page after page. Changing expressions and different locations, but always the same out…

Lord, hear my prayer

My prayer remains the same I only want to hear you, Lord My prayer remains the same I only want to see you, Lord My heart is vacant Waiting for you to move in My soul is crying out Waiting for you to wipe a tear My hands have turned so cold Alienated from your…

Depression.

A few days in the heat, the suns rays gently smoothing a golden glow on to my skin.  Blue sky surrounding each cotton candy cloud as I coast on the desert highway.  No traffic lights in sight, only open road and infinite opportunity ahead. Crash Tossed into a cold where bones don’t chill, they shatter. …

Career Path after Mental Health Crisis

Who can relate?  I’d love to hear from you!  Please comment with your experience!  Here’s mine… Prior to 2013, my plans were to continue moving up the career ladder within the business banking division of the large financial institution I had worked in for 7 years.  I was making great money, working really hard, and…

What’s Wrong?

“What’s wrong?” seems like a question that you’d want to hear from your loved ones if you were feeling down, right?  It means they care about you and have noticed that something seems off.  Unfortunately, this empathetic and seemingly simple question can create a “HULK SMASH” reaction from me.  Fragile items beware. Since I was…