My thoughts are scratching at the door they need to be let out You might let them run around But they will only shout Cuz there would be a leash and there would be a fence To hold me here in place now I’m certain, I’m not dense So If I dig a hole near…
It’s like I’m walking through a forest. It’s dark. There is a path that starts and stops. When I’m on the path, I feel okay. I feel cautious. I’m still afraid. The path gives me a bit of hope that I’ll find my destination in the dark. When I lose the path, I am frightened.…
Growing up, my father had always wanted me to be a weather gal. Although I never went to school to be a meteorologist, I sure do wish I could predict the weather. I also wish I could predict tomorrow. I’ve never had more clarity when it comes to priorities, morals, and values than I do…
“Most people do not listen with the intent to understand; they listen with the intent to reply.” ― Stephen R. Covey, The 7 Habits of Highly Effective People: Powerful Lessons in Personal Change “The humble listen to their brothers and sisters because they assume they have something to learn. They are open to correction, and…
The first day I rose from the ashes of my 60 days of darkness, it was magical. Most of the dark disappeared on September 30, 2013 but if you’re a follower of my blog, you’ll see that I still have a lot of therapy needed. There is still some breakage in this short glass of…
So here’s the deal, friends and strangers. More than likely, you DO NOT know how I feel. The small circle of trusted friends and family that surround me right now rarely use those words. That is a small part of the reason they are surrounding me right now. I’m blessed. Trust me, I’ve taken many…
Cliche. This week has been a rollercoaster. Medicine will bring me back to life or kill me. Seriously. I went to the ER last night. Why? Because I realized I had lost a few more days of memory. Not just an hour or two. The whole flipping day. I have fallen down the stairs twice…
I must try to find sleep tonight. I will search for her until she embraces me. I will relax. I will breath deeply. I will sleep in peace. Before I head to bed, I must say that for the moment, I’m so excited to beat the crap out of this darkness. I give to Him…
Still here. Wasting space. Miracle of the day. I fed my family breakfast and dinner. That’s it. I know I’ll crawl out again but I’m so f’ing sick of my lack of control. I was a control freak before. I let myself feel when i felt the need. Now. .. Im all over the place. …
In search of words to describe the darkness I’ve known, I came across what I have witnessed and felt, in others words. My darkness, defined in the writing of other people. It’s always comforting to know that others have been there, too. We are not alone. “Its so hard to talk when you want to…
Owl Of Knowledge 